The Secret to Self Loving

This past year, I have come to appreciate the powermisunderstandings or neglect.
of truly loving myself. Most of my life, being aloneHere are some ideas for 'dates with yourself'. You
was one of my biggest fears. I found myself incan intermix several activities below into one date:
numerous relationships for the wrong reasons and- Reading Date - Go to a trendy café or find
ended up settling in ill-fitting 'partnerships'. This deeplya comfortable place at home and read something
rooted fear and lack of understanding of myselfinspirational for an hour or more. Have some hot
caused the relationships to become my whole world;herbal tea, cut up some fruits or crackers with
my focus of attention; my center. I would sacrificecheese. Fully enjoy the experience.
my own goals for the other person. And, when the- Forgiveness & Gratitude Date - Find a
relationship collapsed, so did my sense of self.comfortable spot. I like to sit on a bench overlooking
Through much introspection, I realized the source ofthe water at sunset, or curled up on the couch in my
these failed relationships was myself. I realized that Iliving room table surrounded by candles.
didn't truly love or appreciate myself and had relied- Forgive - Write on a journal or loose paper all the
on external sources for love and approval. I decidedthings you forgive yourself for. We tend to be very
to change. I had to overcome my fear of lonelinessharsh on ourselves, and voluntarily blame ourselves
by finding independence and personal freedom. Eveninternally for failures, failures of achievement, failures
since I found true appreciation for myself, the qualityto action, etc. Take this time to forgive yourself for
of relationships I have attracted has beenall the harsh things said, for mistreatment of your
phenomenal. I have discovered that the more I lovedhealth, etc.
and understood myself, the less I feared being by- Gratitude - List out all the things in your life you are
myself, and the more healthy relationships I havethankful for. This is my favorite thing to do.
attracted into my life.- Admiration - List out all the things that others
I started doing what I called "Dates with myself".admire about you. What are some things they'd say
Regardless my external relationship status, I wouldthat you are good at or have natural abilities
schedule time with myself. I would literally taketowards? Notice that I wanted you to pretend to be
myself out on a date and spend that time totallyanother person looking at yourself. We tend to blank
focused on myself. It's my time. We spend so muchon this question when asking ourselves directly.
time and energy focused on others that we forgetMusical Date - Take in a live concert after treating
to recharge the source of that energy. It is onlyyourself to a healthy and satisfying meal. For
when you are well that you can have the energy andexample, every Thursday, I used to make myself a
internal resources to make a positive difference andgreat raw vegetarian meal and then go to the
help others. This is a simple, yet powerful conceptSymphony. Did you know that you could get cheap
that can dramatically improve your wellbeing,single tickets in the first 4 rows? In Seattle, it's $15
effectiveness and mental health.at Seattle Symphony. Most people are not aware of
Before attempting a 'date with yourself', Here are athis. It's not advertised.
few things to keep in mind:Another idea is going to a jazz club or a show. Talk
- Remove Disturbances - unplug your phone, powerto strangers when you are there. You'll find the
down the cell phone and blackberry, shut down theexperience much more rewarding.
computer, turn off the tv. Do not let your mind getYoga or Meditation Date - Take a group yoga or
distracted during your self-date. This is your time tomeditation class at a local gym, community center, or
just be with yourself.temple. I used to do drop in classes at YMCA. They
- Being Solo - It's important that you are on yourare $10 a class for non-members. After class, jump
own. You can talk to strangers, and make newinto the Jacuzzi if there is one. Come home, enjoy a
friends, but you are on the self-date to getlight meal and relax for the evening.
acquainted with yourself, no one else. If you live withOutdoors Date - Go for a long walk in an area that
a partner, schedule it so he/she isn't home, or justinterests you. Go to a park, go camping, go for a
take yourself out of the house. If you have kids, findlong drive. I like to spend an hour on Sundays walking
a sitter, or plan around when your kids are not atthrough the 'pike place' market (local farmer's
home. It's also important to realize that this time is amarket) with my dog, Tommy. I enjoy seeing all the
gift for yourself, and you should only be focused ontourists, fresh produce and the energy in the market.
your well-being.I also like to walk along the waterfront. It's a good
- Schedule - Plan how long you would like your datesidea to bring a book and some water with you.
to last. Set a minimum time, and commit to focus onWander without rushing.
yourself for at least that time. I typically schedule 2-4Art & Culture - Go to an art gallery opening or a
hour dates with myself.local museum. In Seattle, we have the art walk the
- Communicate - if you are in a relationship, it'sfirst Thursday of every month where many galleries
important to communicate what you are doing andare open into the night. It's very festive and inspiring,
it's benefits clearly with your partner. Not only do weand I especially enjoy the people watching.
get their support, but also avoid any