The Question of Your Identity

The question "Who are you?" is one of thosewhich you can remove layer after layer. There is
fundamental questions that is intimidating and almostnothing like a core. There are only layers of cognition
unanswerable. It can mean so many different things,or those values of identity which were called false
depending upon the desire of the person asking. Thusidentity by the Gurus in the first section (supra).
the questioner might be asking:Perhaps it is this continuous search for meaning
Please place yourself in the structured schema that Ibehind meaning that the Eastern Guru calls illusion.
use to describe society and the world around me. InAnother theory, one that is popular among cognitive
other words, give me a series of tags that I can usepsychologists and artificial intelligence theorists, is that
to categorize you.the mind is a collection of mental faculties. These
The answer to such a demand needs must dependfaculties are bound together. By this theory a self is
upon the categories and tags that the questionernothing but a collection of faculties. It propounds that
recognizes. Fortunately there are a large series ofour self is really a community of selves of different
such tags that are commonly and conventionallytypes. Our perception of self is an illusion created by
recognized. Thus the categories of nationality, ethniccollaborating selves.
origin, gender, occupation, income, place of residence,IV
marital status, hobbies and interests, religion, andThe fictional theologian, "Bull" Morris, claimed that we
political affiliation.wear masks and that the masks become part of our
An answer in terms of these tags often suffices toselves. He appears to be saying that our selves are
satisfy the questioner because we all of us carrycomposite rather than elemental. According to Morris,
with mental schemas, lists of default assumptionsthe illusion of self is the result of such composite
about persons bearing said tags. This is a practicalselves. These composite selves appear to be our
necessity - we cannot know everyone in intimatecomposition rather than the composition of the
detail. These assumptions are only defaults; eachmasks.
individual holds its individuality. He is unique.This theory does not solve the problem rather it
This form of the question is more of a "What arecreates a paradox regarding the self itself.
you?" than a "Who are you?" - that is, it reduces theThus consider a ship that has had every part of it
person to a list of attributes.replaced. It so changed that there is no original
Icomponent left. Is it the same ship? If you say yes
There is another meaning that the question mightbecause it still has the same shape and configuration
take. It may be askedthen consider this situation further:
... "Who are you?"Over time the owners of the ship have reworked it
You are likely to utter, "I am Ramesh from London."and redesigned it. ( ...As it is done in case of Russian
"And if you weren't not of London, would you still beair craft carrier Gorshkov to be handed over to the
Ramesh?" may be the next question.Indian Navy.) Everything including nails and rivets has
"Of course... I ..." Ramesh might have replied.been changed. Is it still the same ship? If you say yes
"And if you were not Ramesh?" the question is likelybecause it has the same purpose (it is a ship) and
to be continued "Would you still be you? If you werecontinuity of existence then consider this further:
crippled, or old - if you became a leper, or lost yourThe owners, after its retirement from service, beach
manhood - who would you be then?"the ship and convert it into a museum.(as it was
"I don't know -"done in case of Indian air craft carrier Vikrant). They
"You know."cut a door in the side; add seats in a common area.
An irony in this passage is that Ramesh, at that point,Is it still the same ship? If you say yes because it is
is traveling under a false identity.still recognizably a ship then consider this:
The questionnaire presumes one of the greatThe owners do well with this museum. Over time
answers to the question of identity, which is that wethey add additions and remove the cumbersome bits
have an inner essence which defines our self, theof ship until eventually nothing whatsoever is left of
various attributes being trappings like the clothes wethe original lumber and parts, and indeed nothing of
wear.the original configuration. In short every mark of the
IIship is gone save its name and then even that is
There is an old story that purports to explain thechanged? Is the ship now gone?
difference between Eastern and WesternSome would say no, it is not, in that it is part of the
philosophical approaches. in Europe there was atradition of the museum. Similarly our past selves are
mountain. a famous Guru dwelt on the mountain. Oneneither truly gone nor truly present. Reality's memory
day a would-be disciple made his way to the Guru'salways holds traces of the past, but those traces are
hermitage and asked:not complete - memory fades and the past fades
Oh, Guru, What is the Answer?with it. Identity is not preserved over time, only the
To which the Guru would have replied:semblance of identity. It is a river of identities and
What is the Question?the correct question is which identity? At what time?
In India also there was a mountain. It too was home"Who were you?" and "Who are you?" now have
to a famous Guru. One day a would-be disciple madebecome two different questions with different
his way to the Guru's hermitage and asked:answers. Indeed, some would say that a true answer
Oh, Guru, What is the Answer?to "Who are you?" is impossible because by the time
To which the Guru would have replied:you answer the question you are no longer quite the
Who is asking?person who was asked the question. (Remember
Each Guru, perhaps, is addressing the dictum, Knowhere that for Sthavar Buddhists the time does not
thyself. The Western Guru was teaching that onelast more than a moment).
has to cut through the confusions and discern whatV
one is really about, what one's needs really are, whatEven our physical identity is not beyond doubt. Our
question one is really asking. The Western Guru doesbodies are constantly changed. Every cell in our
not question the existence of the self; rather hebodies is replaced by a new cell over a period of time
demanded of the disciple that the disciple correct hisin succession. In case of nails and hair this is
ignorance of his self. This approach is more ofmanifestly visible. The same is true for other organs
utilitarian origin. Making use to the maximum utility isinside the body.
the aim of any knowledge.If the physical identity continuously changes then
The Eastern Guru's teaching was somewhat different.who is he who is changing? If you define a shirt of
Not only his teaching was different, rather hisyours as the one which fits you over your body then
approach was different. He taught that the self thatwhy do you call a 15 years old shirt as yours because
the disciple was conscious of was an illusionit fits nowhere on your body. May be, that at some
compounded of identification of self with attributespoint of time it fitted you but it were you fifteen
and desires. He demanded of the disciple that he cutyears back. The question whether you are the same
through the illusion of self, that he discovers who hewho you were 15 years back has already been dealt
was.with.
The Western Guru seems to be definitive on theAt the end of the discussion it can be seen that
side of an essential self, commonly called a soul. Hethere is no definitive answer to the question as to
has no doubt regarding the identity of selves - onewho are you. One assumes any one of the answers
possessed by him and the other believed by him thatwhich suits his way of thinking. All the questions can
he possessed. The Eastern Guru's position is morebe corroborated by the same number of arguments
mystic. First of all he stresses on the self realization.as these can be given in favours of the others.
IIISo at last,
Another answer is that there is no existence of anyThe predicament remains where it began.
essential self and that people are like onions fromWho are you?